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Elizabeth Ruled

Elizabeth, her name.....leaning on that back left leather seat,As I glance through the rareview mirror,
Is her, her face, Chevaliers expressions, "she was a mass of
contradictions: innocent yet experienced, joyous yet
tearful, full of longing and yet full of loss."
With that pale professionaly made up face ruined with tear drop tracks....that formed that valley trenched layer.
She whispered with a stammer...."drive me home"

She had done it,
Flashed away memories of her sins,
Infact,double flashed away memories of her twins,
Womb once full of life, now lifeless,

Swallowed that pill and sealed the deal,
After he denied the embryo and sealed his will,
Gave her unofficial vows, leave her he wount,
Felt comfortable behind for like F she had a G infront,
He showered her with life, regrets;alot,
Like an unfinished mission, he chose to abort....
Sigh of relief,a fool who is too proud that even his blood vessels are vain,
Veins pumping blood to his brain when they want to,hence his irrational decision to cause her this miserable pain,
She wails and screams as she is haunted by the ghost of the kid she barely had,
Regrets being led by the 'I love you' phrases she rarely heard,

She said,let us have this baby for Christ's sake,
He told her, your not a vampire baby,so stop being a pain in the neck,
Look, put two and two together and realise were only 22,
9 months for you would have been hard and lengthy too,
Look at me, I don't have a wallet fat and wealthy to,
Feed you and the babies too,
So let us do what any other rational couple would do,
Flash away the mistakes of our lives,
And wait till I can have you as my wife....

Wait????you said wait???
Just like you tore my chastity after I told you to wait till you have me as your wife???
When you pumped inside me raw and bust life inside me showering my walls with your satisfaction,
After you whispered to my ear sweet words full of lies,
As competing sperms fantasized to fertilize my eggs?
Wait just like I waited when I was home sick and had to wait for you to bring me medicine prescribed but you went to fool around with Sarah?
You thought I didn't know huh?
Typical man....
Well now love, I'm afraid its too late to wait, the weight of immorality has caught us bait,
As I waited for medication and you were busy sticking your penis in every hole,
Not just these kids, but cancer also grew inside my womb,
I will flash these kids away for they wouldn't survive anyway,
And you see me this weak and frail? I have like 3months left and I plan to devote them to the Almighty,
So save your prayers and apologies and let's meet in heaven boo,
Soyanara

Lost, Please find me....

This piece was inspired by a moment in my life that was filled with self pity and loathe....that period when you feel like uve lost yourself to your sadistic alter ego!!! Hence the title lost,please find me 

I play ping pong with king kong's balls, 
I rendezvous with Edward Norton to clean the floors of Fight Club every morning, 
I got the river Nile flowing in my veins, 
I am a lost soul, 
Find me and you shall be rewarded, 
I am a lost soul!!! 

I have lost my self in the great battle of troy, 
I dream girls, singing, singing dream girls' latest hit, 
I search myself to find the last drop of nectar, 
Inside me, because I cant understand why girls call me sweet, 
"Oh, he is so sweet" 
I lost myself trying to find myself, myself is looking for me, 
Argh!!!the torture!!! im lost in this verse, curse me with cursed curses!!! 
What am i saying??? I told you im lost!!! 
I see dead people, showing me the tongue face. 
Atleast corpses have a sense of humour, 
I have none, 
Im lost, 
Lost picking fruits in the amazon jungle, 
Lost listening to my crush flirting with her man, 
Im lost trying to man up, 

I am so sweet???? 
Im lost in good taste, 


I dream of zombies having sexual intercoarse, 
With no rubber, just bruised decaying skin itching for satisfaction, 
I dream that and other grotesque images, 
Wake me, 
Shake me, 
Make me....me, 
I have lost myself in the epic series, 
Make it season finale and find me, 
I am locked behind a rappers 16bars, 
Metaphors, better for, writing a letter for, her, 
Please rate her, for me, let her show me, that i am not lost, 

I am a fragment of a piece of imagination, 
Birthed by her God forsaken mind, 
I curse with cursed curses, 
I said I curse with cursed curses, 
I limp on cursed verses, 
I am poet, 
A weak one in truth, 
Lost in this poem, 
Created in this human form, 
To deceive women yet i land on the other side of the tossed coin, 
I am hurt my love, 
That feeling when your heart is squeezed by Goliath and David cannot help because the streets are clean, 
There are no stones, 
Samson was shaved bald by creative barbers, 
Not Delilah, 
Lost in a world where Jesus will yell, "For Christ's sake, STOP. End this madness' 
And Judas's ancestry will find him vain, 
Im lost in the critic's blood stream, in veins, trying to breach the walls in vain but my efforts futile, 
I am Akil, son to the sun fathered by earthly pleasure, 
Lastly measured sin weigh way more, 
The way more life is pumped into me, 
The more im lost in Greek myths I am Aries, 
God of war, 
Slayed, lost in war, 
I am lost in a labyrinth, a-maze-ing!!! 
Im lost in purgatory, 
Resurrect me my love, 
Forgive me for i have sinned, further than many, 
Fathered many sins, 
Forgive me my love, 
For I have seen me hurt you!! 
Lost in chains of burning fluids trickling, 
Hotter than lava!! 
I shower in it for i love her, 
I miss you, cant you see??? 
I love you cant you feel??? 
Im lost cant you find me??? 
Find me and i shall reward you, 
I shall reward you with my soul!! 
My soul to take, 
Perfume scent, jean baptiste yelling, 
"Forgive me love, for I have sinned" 
"find me my love for i am lost" 
I am a lost soul, 
I am a lost soul, 
I am a lost soul, 
Find me!!! 
I am Akil, i say, the moon lives under the lining of your skin!! 
Shine and let me see your form!! 
Find me!!

Coldest Winter

midst the very eyes that first saw you,

A tear dropped warming the skin it trickled upon,

A tear of praise,

Praising a finnesse work of art,

You raised tides and lowered jaws,

Jobless men stared in astonishment as your naked body passed,

Those with boxer shorts hid their proof of hard erection,

While the shopkeeper easily ran out of soap weekly,

I say naked because the top did not seem to hide the curvacious bossom but to hold them firm and the tight, tiny, silky hot pants only covered what naturally cant be seen,

When a lady is standing upright,

These are the forms of torment we go through,

Or rather men go through,

Poised herself as a Goddess and all men her minions,

Made thousands,millions,

Salivate, sharing love struck opinions,

Men were a desperate neck and she was a prized medallion,

In bed, the lucky laid men were mesmerized,

They said her moves were ground breaking,

That they painted hieroglyphs, having sex on a pegasus,

And with every thrust, Hades mourned in envy,

Burning souls complaining of the sudden change of heat,

Screaming "What the HELL is going on"

A man once claimed that he flirted with an angel while locking lips with her,

And to him, she was an immortal blossoming flower from the garden of lustful individuals,

You see, she warmed hearts, weakened them, n tore them apart,

As she watched other men standing alert,

Queuing to enter the gates of heaven,

Symbolized as her luscious entry,

She had slept with more characters than a qwerty keyboard,

Fire burning slowly with more wax than a dirty earphone,

She literally broke hearts,

She always blamed him,

Named him, lucifer,

He came and tore her apart and to her,

She is just playing her role as karma's dirty messenger,

She just couldnt heal!! Cursed earthling,

Even kanye couldnt tell her nothing,

With every soul she sought to kill,

She

Defied life's best quality,

That pain doesnt last,

Like how a child cries and laughs after,

Joyous laughter,

Crafted with beauty!!

She then met this guy,

Fly, suddenly he was her afrodisiac and not 'brandy' anymore,like before,

Any flaw?? None

It was him, manly,

She thought,

With all the men she has played like football,

He is the one she was looking for since she stood a foot tall,

Her fantasy guy, showed up from a tear she cried,

There she stood, obviously irresistable, at first,

To him, she turned out to be predictable at last,

Way too attached she turned,

Hardest way for a lesson, she learnt,

The guy complained that she was dug too deep for even his manhood to fill,

As he fell out of her,

To him she was non-existant like cursing on live radio,

Shook her off his back as roughly as a mad horse on a rodeo,

Cupid's bow here had a broken arrow,

Cursed by a dead sparrow,

No pavement to rest on the renovated boulevard of tomorrow,

In short, there was no broad avenue out of this!!!

The silent serpant's hiss,

Was followed by a poison sting that killed her ghetto dreams,

Of the alley of broken promises,

Token, loneliness,

Soaking her phoniness,

Her self esteem now lower than the heights she went to please that guy,

She said she was that that fly,

Hence a succulent prey,

Couldnt kneal down and pray,

The fallen, cunning 'man slayer' met her match trying to find God

In an unanswered prayer,

Lets pray, for her!!!

YES I DO

I look in to your eyes and see a drop of dark pleasure,

Swallowed by a milky white ocean, i measure,

Dimes with this treasure,

Lesser value,

Oh my queen,

What says I,

What sways? Eye- balls enclosed with this socket,

Up, down, side to side, as you glide to eternal freedom,

With no shackles of words ending in 'isms' just the rhythm of your motion, captured,

Raptures inside me, as i cant hold in my hots for you,

Creature inside me dead, for i fought for you,

I flirted with an idea, that gave birth to you,

After emotions that makes us one,

After motions that make us turn,

Breaking cautions that makes us yearn....for more,

Four more, strokes, to bring life to this earth,

I taste the sand, bitter!!!

But the thought that you are from it, sweatens it,

Now i sing, sweet hums of pure bliss,

Each tone, fewer kiss-es,

Mistress of unprecedented beauty, and more beauty and more beauty,

I met you in the dark corners of heaven dancing with demons,

Demons, exposing your skin, to my 'naked' eye,

Needs held in apprehention,

Bellies lower with what i mention,

Tension creeps between my curious hands carressing your skin to find the map to your heart,

Is it a home???a hut of some sought???

I said i met you dancing with demons at the dark corners of heaven, ravens bowing above with your movements,

Moves-meant to shower the earth,

With love, and lust and cums of green pastures,

Read upon by sheikhs and pastors,

Past us, i see the devil pass us,

In God we trust in disguise we mask us as masters of worship,

Destrying warships sailing in our ocean of love,

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

I feed you words that stitch our wounds,

Stabbed by hypocrisy of our 'love'

I lovr you,

You do not understand,

I love you,

Diseases spread when we AID each other with viruses,

My glasses, shatter, when masses, pass

Im married to verses thus! i still love you *blushes*as, i repeat!

i love you

I lovr you

I love you

Or do I? Do i love you? A lady that weakens me and still makes me stronger,

Killing me softly, with fugees,

Few G's meant to make you savour the moment,

Waiting for the torment,

When i comment on our dying love,

For the fish, wait,

Where did i fish that from? The weight of madnesses creeping inside my skin, tearing my sanity, hiding my vanity,

Disparity,

Three words, i love you!!!

Send shivers up my spine,

But the thought that your mine,

Calms me,

I love you,

Or do I?? :-/

Her Tears (True Story)

Her tears target my Achilles heel, 
she slid due to the silly spill, 
Of cold soap water chilly till, 
She fell tummy first, and really feels, 
Pain,anger,regret,resentment all these physical and mental, 
All the tears that she falls are rental, 
For her tear ducts and glands have dried up,she flied up and down,cried up and frowned, searched up and down and found no cure, now she drowns herself in her own blood, 
wounds all through her skin as she chews her flesh with mega bytes, 
Little memory of happiness, megabytes, 

She distances herself from her distant past,resistances of her resistant lust, lost behind the finishline,last,cast upon by a cursed spell, thirst quenched with blood, vast her veins now dry too,dust....weeps from morning till dusk....all for an accident she didn't ask, 
For. 

Once a potential mother versatile, proud,ripe and fertile, now a loner, abandoned by an inhumane husband, after she fell and lost his only chance of a child to bear his true mark of what i call cowardice.
He went from the love of her.life to the bane of her life, 
I weep with her for when the fat hit the fire, 
She burnt all she desired, 
And her entire life, 

Now cursed with a burden as she cant conceive, 
No dream to live,she cant achieve , 
No family to raise she cant believe, 
Had her Israeli friend called Aviv, 
But now she has lost everyone,
she cant even tell aviv, 
Now gullible and naive, she cant perceive, 
For any hug she receives, 
She reaches for her gut,and its blood, sweat and memories of her miscarriage that she retrieves, 
Cast in disarray and disbelief, 
She faced an uphill battle but even the mountains had deserted her, 
Left to twist in the wind but even the air had deserted her, 
Was adviced to wave a dead chicken but she chose to bury herself in the sand with the chicken. 
They say a picture paints a thousand words. But what if its negative? 
we then then absorb this poem, and pray for the Mother that couldnt conceive but gave birth to a lesson to be learnt for the lucky few. 
For she wrote a note before she committed suicide that said, and i quote. "I walked a tight rope and fell,i hope the ones that face my tribulation in the future grow wings beforehand and fly" 
lets pray for her to our Lords, i dont understand many gods, for that is Greek to me. But i know our God will save our mothers. Peace. 

I am paranoid

A tear drops cold, 
Rolled on the cheek tracks, 
Bold on the outside, 
Gullible inside, 
Animal insight, 
Audible instrides, 
Slow, 
Despite, 
Sick, 
This night, 
Frozen, 
This might, 
Kill, 
This fight, 
Blinds, 
These sights, this site, 
Snow this white, 
Still, snow white, 
Her face so white.... 
Life poisoned... 
This is the story of life's paradox, 
Low hums, measured breaths, I start this poem, 
They said you have a weak character if you did not come from Europe or America, 
That Africans used their palms and arms better than their brains, so, we came in HANDY, 
We were inferior that even our dreams failed to match our superiors, when we closed our eyes, we saw shackles,chains and whips under our eyelid's interiors,its serious...how, we went from learning in college, to buying knowledge,paying homage to our egocentrism, ethnocentrism running deep in our blood streams,
bad dreams,
world grim,
facts seem,
twisted.
Supreme regimes run this world. 

I am paranoid, all these conspiracy theories,in diaries of an innocent muslim, 
do seem to get under my skin and are tearing every dermal layer,
i need every humble prayer, 
sample player to play the fusing amazing music of my musings,cruising in my mind,losing it
my central system,nervous,
sending chills through my epithelial tissues,issues when I kiss my girl goodbye when I leave home because Ive grown a tall goatee, and im not near fourty, my position far from lofty, policemen, mostly the ones naughty stop me and force me to produce my identification roughly....
"KIJANA WAPI KITAMBULISHO? NA UNAFUGIA NANI NDEFU NA HUJAFIKA MIAKA YA KUMEA MAFUZI?UNAFANYIA KAZI ARSHAPAPU?WE WARIA YA WAPI?"

I am a tonne paranoid, 
I beg you to see past my fault of wrongful assault, default my dreams of the bitterness of taking this poem with a grain of salt and halt my mixture of fear and anger,lock them in a vault,exalt me to your level of intelligence for in as much as im Somali by Origin, im Kenyan by Nationality, 

So I hover to the sky feeling, relieved from the crust kneeling, dealing with awkward stares from once upon a time, friends, after the recent bombing trends because im suddenly a terrorist as my hair is soft, my complexion suspicious and my religion muslim. Fear results to panick which results to ignorance which leads to irrationality. 

So before you switch your mode to destroy, think of yourself as a decoy, deployed by western nations to finish their kill ploys....i am paranoid. 

I cant seem to rest, for I feel,like the rest,they are spying for the next gullible pest,and I feel like they are using the whole satelite system to guess the estimate of the size of the beating flesh that rest within my chest, arrest me if you want to. I feel like they are coming for me... 

But armed with these neural linguistic,semantics free tactics,drastic and psychic prowess I AM READY FOR THEM. 
Or may be not.... 
Excuse me for my french as your on the fence for my past offence, so my defence needs you to literally pick your ears and,actually lend it to me so I mend it to be permanent, after they cut them as they are out to get me....n they dont need witnesses who will listen to my yells. 

I will make it hard for them. I will block my path with a wall of cans of tuna fish, 
draw out exactly 8.2 meters of space, 
direct a herd of cattle to my place,
ask zeus to block the way with his lightning bolt,
semi imprison scot 
so that they have to literally smell something FISHY, walk the the whole 9 yards, wait till all the COWS come home, actually steal someone's thunder, a greek god to make it harder and let scot-free not to mention me lying down playing dead so that they will have to walk over my dead body. Im not an easy prey....fools, again excuse me for my french. 

But on a serious turn, 
For the ones that lost their lives, in street pararades and church crusades when those animals, guns they sprayed, blew grenades...i prayed. May your souls rest in eternal peace. And for these brutal animals,may your souls rest in eternal piss, from the kidneys of the children you left without parents and the parents you left childless. God has plans for the heroes and the villains. And lastly, let us use spoken word to bridge the gap between the informed and the ignorant who are swayed everyday into terrorist camps. Peace, love, unity and more peace,love and unity.