Lost, Please find me....

This piece was inspired by a moment in my life that was filled with self pity and loathe....that period when you feel like uve lost yourself to your sadistic alter ego!!! Hence the title lost,please find me 

I play ping pong with king kong's balls, 
I rendezvous with Edward Norton to clean the floors of Fight Club every morning, 
I got the river Nile flowing in my veins, 
I am a lost soul, 
Find me and you shall be rewarded, 
I am a lost soul!!! 

I have lost my self in the great battle of troy, 
I dream girls, singing, singing dream girls' latest hit, 
I search myself to find the last drop of nectar, 
Inside me, because I cant understand why girls call me sweet, 
"Oh, he is so sweet" 
I lost myself trying to find myself, myself is looking for me, 
Argh!!!the torture!!! im lost in this verse, curse me with cursed curses!!! 
What am i saying??? I told you im lost!!! 
I see dead people, showing me the tongue face. 
Atleast corpses have a sense of humour, 
I have none, 
Im lost, 
Lost picking fruits in the amazon jungle, 
Lost listening to my crush flirting with her man, 
Im lost trying to man up, 

I am so sweet???? 
Im lost in good taste, 


I dream of zombies having sexual intercoarse, 
With no rubber, just bruised decaying skin itching for satisfaction, 
I dream that and other grotesque images, 
Wake me, 
Shake me, 
Make me....me, 
I have lost myself in the epic series, 
Make it season finale and find me, 
I am locked behind a rappers 16bars, 
Metaphors, better for, writing a letter for, her, 
Please rate her, for me, let her show me, that i am not lost, 

I am a fragment of a piece of imagination, 
Birthed by her God forsaken mind, 
I curse with cursed curses, 
I said I curse with cursed curses, 
I limp on cursed verses, 
I am poet, 
A weak one in truth, 
Lost in this poem, 
Created in this human form, 
To deceive women yet i land on the other side of the tossed coin, 
I am hurt my love, 
That feeling when your heart is squeezed by Goliath and David cannot help because the streets are clean, 
There are no stones, 
Samson was shaved bald by creative barbers, 
Not Delilah, 
Lost in a world where Jesus will yell, "For Christ's sake, STOP. End this madness' 
And Judas's ancestry will find him vain, 
Im lost in the critic's blood stream, in veins, trying to breach the walls in vain but my efforts futile, 
I am Akil, son to the sun fathered by earthly pleasure, 
Lastly measured sin weigh way more, 
The way more life is pumped into me, 
The more im lost in Greek myths I am Aries, 
God of war, 
Slayed, lost in war, 
I am lost in a labyrinth, a-maze-ing!!! 
Im lost in purgatory, 
Resurrect me my love, 
Forgive me for i have sinned, further than many, 
Fathered many sins, 
Forgive me my love, 
For I have seen me hurt you!! 
Lost in chains of burning fluids trickling, 
Hotter than lava!! 
I shower in it for i love her, 
I miss you, cant you see??? 
I love you cant you feel??? 
Im lost cant you find me??? 
Find me and i shall reward you, 
I shall reward you with my soul!! 
My soul to take, 
Perfume scent, jean baptiste yelling, 
"Forgive me love, for I have sinned" 
"find me my love for i am lost" 
I am a lost soul, 
I am a lost soul, 
I am a lost soul, 
Find me!!! 
I am Akil, i say, the moon lives under the lining of your skin!! 
Shine and let me see your form!! 
Find me!!